Monday, November 30, 2020

To Be...or Not to Be...a Creature

 What matters most: that you know that you are a CREATURE!  You are not a random, senseless nothing! You are not some necessity, part of a greater whole! You are an utterly unique, precious person, created out of boundless love by an infinite intelligence. If you grasp that you are a creature, you understand you origin, identity, mission, destiny and place in the greater whole.

It is a Big Mistake to:

- Forget you are a creature.

- To be agnostic: maybe I am; and maybe I am not.

- Think you are a senseless amalgam of brute matter.

- Think you are an impersonal, "useful" part of some greater apparatus.

- Think you are a tortured abyss of futile desire, agony, anxiety and despair.

Yes, you are a body, male or female, and you are united and directed by a soul that is intelligent, decisive, free!

Yes, you are a person in communion with family, friends, community and God!

Yes, you suffer ravishing desire and agony, which is destined to be suffered and then satisfied beyond your greatest imaginings!

To be a creature is to be:

- Receptive: of your very existence; of who you are in body, DNA, place and time, sex, hormones, family, vocation, air, ground and sky. To receive love: of family and friend, of creation and Creator.

- Contingent: once you were not. Some day you may not be. But dependent upon Another's gratuity.

- Gifted: to be a gift yourself; to be given away to others joyfully, freely, spontaneously, abundantly.

- In wonder, awe, marvel...at the sheer generosity of Beauty-Goodness-Truth that inflows, surrounds and surprises us!

- Not-God; Not-Creator. To be humble, grateful, receptive, trusting, hopeful, dependent!

- Converted: from sins of ingratitude; of not-receiving; of envy; of suspicion and disbelief; of grasping; of autonomy; of isolation; of despair.

- Open and trusting of the Person of Jesus who died for us, offers us Mercy and Eternal Life.

- Hopeful: of our destiny in heaven and expansive with hopes for our journey here on earth.

In all we do, our choice is: be a creature, or a non-creature. The primordial Luciferian Option: to be non-creature; to be "I am god;" to grasp, envy, resent, control; to be ungrateful, ungenerous, autonomous. Satan, the greatest creature ever, and his cohort decided against the Creator; and their Kingdom is powerful among us today.

The contrary of Lucifer is Mary, the most creaturely of creatures: humble, trusting, content, obedient, hopeful, faithful, obedient, joyous! Let us renounce the lies of Satan and embrace the Truth of our creaturehood presented to us in this humble, simple maiden!

The Global, Liberal, Sentimental, Moralistic Theo-Politics of Pope Francis

He is preaching to his choir! Yesterday Pope Francis used the NY Times Sunday Op-ed Page to announce the gospel of Western Liberalism to its liberal readers. It has become a truism that each of us inhabits a bubble. Pope Francis' bubble is clearly defined: he meets (as Larry Chapp observed) with woke, millionaire NBA players to discuss BLM, but not with the "dubia" Cardinals or the esteemed Cardinal Zen. He thus protects himself from cognitive dissonance: the dubia challenge his theological clarity and orthodoxy; Zen challenges his romantic flirtation with Chinese Communism. He has self-designated himself as "Chaplain to Western Liberalism" and "Good Will Ambassador to Chinese Communism." Does this mission conflict with his role as Catholic Pope? I think so!

He starts the piece by telling how much he feels the pain of those suffering this Covid. This seems right. But I can't identify: I feel mostly annoyance...with masks, restrictions, control; and resentment...against governors and bishops who close Churches and teachers unions that close schools. But further along the pontiff will clarify that I am among the selfish, unkind ones. But as I read I wonder: when one talks about his pain for others, is that sentimental narcissism or Christlike charity? I get confused. I always get confused with Pope Francis. 

Then he narrates a fascinating anecdote from his youth. As a young man he was deathly, painfully sick, but his life was saved by two nurses who disobeyed the doctors' orders to give him greater dosages of anti-biotic and pain killer. Then with studied ambiguity he praises science but encourages the freedom to disregard protocol and authority. Wow! I myself, as a student of Illich/Schumacher/Ellul, have an iconoclastic-anarchistic bent and advocate "flexibility" with regard to the empire of regulations, rules and protocol that drown us. But it is more than a little weird that the world's premier moral authority casually advocates a license for obedience that borders on antinomianism. My wife just retired as a nurse: in today's medical field USA it is almost inconceivable that a nurse would autonomously order extra pain and anti-biotic medicine: the lawsuits, the liability, the millions of dollars, the reputation! This anecdote would elicit a lively conversation in, lets say, a college ethics class: when is obedience to rules dispensable? But as a throw-away story in an op-ed piece by the world's moral authority? Strange! But stranger still is what follows.

He goes on next to give an absolute, unmodified endorsement to the global lockdowns which he says are required to save lives. He stigmatizes those who question masks and lockdowns as selfishly seeking their own personal interests. The logic: if you don't like schools and churches closing, you are selfish, you are bad, you are naughty! No sense here at all of competing values and viewpoints: freedom of religion, the psycho-social needs of children who are quarantined, the economic cost for so many businesses! 

Wait a minute! I am confused! You just said we should follow conscience and disobey protocols like doctors' orders; but then you say we are bad if we want to open our gyms, schools and churches! Whatever happened to intellectual coherence?

Clearly he is chaplain to the liberal Western elite. He won't christen national armaments, but he gives absolute sanctification to their oppressive policies and shames those who disagree. The "deplorables!" It makes for a neat binary universe: masks are good; rallies are bad. Biden good; Trump bad. NBA millionaires good; Cardinal Burke bad. Walls, death penalty, global warming...all bad. But...a plague of unchastity, pornography, infidelity, and anti-virility? "Let's not be judgmental!" Well...it finally shows that Pope Francis has as much resentment and annoyance as do I...but it is directed to folks like me.

 If Archbishop Vigano, his antagonist, is unhinged in a paranoia about global conspiracies and an imminent apocalypse, then Pope Francis is equally intemperate in his infatuation with elite liberalism.

And then it gets worse. He uses the pandemic as a metaphor...soft, vague, sentimental...and alleges that hunger, war, unemployment and such are also pandemics. He doesn't acknowledge the objective reality of the pandemic: a fierce biological virus that was released by an irresponsible communist regime. He shifts to the theme of selfishness and alleges (not that the communists were selfish!)  that hunger, war and unemployment are rooted in selfishness: the selfishness of those who resist lockdowns and insist on freedom to worship, the selfishness of those who lack the sentiments of compassion and kindness that he is conspicuously modeling for us. 

Wow! He thinks that if everyone gets to be like him...feeling the pain of the suffering...then war and hunger and Covid will quickly vanish!

What is this guy smoking? Is it just me? Or is this unadulterated romantic, sentimental moralism? This cool aid is so sweet, so saccharine, so sickening, so non-nourishing! But readers of the Times will love it! "See" they will reassure themselves "even the Pope thinks like us!" 

Still, he is our Pope. He is our father, albeit a dysfunctional father. This is a dark time for our Church! For our society! We just need to pray...for Pope Francis. And for ourselves. For the Biden administration and the Supreme Court and the Congress...for  the salvation of Donald and Melania. What else can I say? 

Tuesday, November 24, 2020

Ex-Maryknollers of 1965, Our Lost Generation: the Catastrophic Confluence of the Council and the Cultural Revolution

 Karl Barth:  "Vatican II opened the window to let in some fresh air. What came in was a hurricane."

Theological premise: I accept the actual Council as inspired by the Holy Spirit and definitively interpreted later by the young theological geniuses who participated in it as bishop and peritus: Wojtyla  and Ratzinger. The "Spirit of Vatican II" is something else: the urge to accommodate the Church to the foundational premises of the Cultural Liberalism that exploded in Western culture just as the Council was concluding in 1965. The singular failing of the Council was a naive, unrealistic, optimistic view of the broader culture as benign, open to the Gospel, and pregnant with positive values. The Council adapted this posture at the precise moment when Western culture turned to the dark side and embraced Cultural Liberalism in all its anti-Catholic dogmatism. Imagine: Yoda, Obi-Wan and the Jedi council adapt a relaxed, inclusive, welcoming attitude...renouncing vigilance and suspicion...just as Darth Sidious and the Sith are achieving their peak in power. The dark side! 

Maryknoll Alumni 2011 was the centenary of the Maryknoll Fathers and there was a celebratory gathering of a distinctive cohort: "Maryknoll Alumni," understood as any who had spent some time as seminarians, priests or brothers. While some current Maryknoll priests participated, it was overwhelmingly those who had left that life to pursue secular careers and family life. The group was distinctive in two ways: 

Time frame: most had entered Maryknoll in the peak period of American Catholicism: 1955-65. Most had left seminary or priesthood during the collapse of 1965-75 or so. In the decade preceding 1965, the end of the Council, there was an immense inflow of seminarians everywhere, as the Church was expansively, robustly confident and missionary. Almost immediately after the Council the entire system imploded and there was an unprecedented exodus from the priesthood and religious life. Simple enough: 1955-65 mass inflow; 1965-75 mass exodus. What happened?

A self-selected cohort. We were (I boast!) the best and the brightest! Well...not really! But we were exceptional in our idealism, altruism, adventurous spirit, internationalism, sense of confidence and agency. At the age of 18 we were ready to dedicate ourselves in chastity, obedience and poverty  to the Church in her service of the poor overseas. We brought all this youthful enthusiasm and energy to each other just as the Church was surrendering in a Dionysian embrace of the (rapidly secularizing) world. Like America and her Catholic Church we were, for the most part: practical, not pious; activist, not contemplative. We reflected the spiritual/intellectual shallowness of the broader Church. In a mimetic, contagious "perfect storm" we threw ourselves into humanist psychology, ecumenical dialogue, political advocacy, prophetic criticism of the established Church and the military-industrial-capitalist-imperialist system. 

1965-9 (my own college seminary years) the Church fell in love with the modern, now-disenchanted world. I know because I was under the spell of enchantment. It was thrilling: every week another book, lecture, political or psychological theory, cultural critique. I drank far more than my own share of the cool-aid. 

Root Problem Like the Church that birthed us, we had not clearly heard and been grasped by the Gospel: the love of God in the person of Jesus Christ, Savior and Lord and Brother. We knew the words, but we had not encountered the Mystery...the Event...the Rebirth. We had been moralized (about helping the poor, about sex), sacramentalized and theologized in an abstract fashion. But we had not personally, experientially entered mystically into the reality of Christ. The genius of Vatican II and its interpretation by John Paul and Benedict, was exactly the centrality of the person of Jesus.  So: as the old system crashed, we put together a new, "Spirit of Vatican II" progressive Catholicism, untethered to Christ and disparaging of our tradition, which retained crucial moral-cultural elements from the past but syncretized them with premises of anti-Catholic Cultural Liberalism. The Church of our childhood was confident, prosperous, expansive; but spiritually and intellectually shallow. It was entirely unprepared for the Cultural-Sexual Revolution. So our "best and brightest," untethered to Christ and shallow philosophically, jettisoned the old paradigm and happily constructed a new one, liberal and progressive and and enlightened. 

Back to the Maryknoll Alumni  It was a heady experience this Alumni Celebration of 2011. I was privileged to be on the planning committee. I was an outlier: by far the most conservative in the group. I simply loved these guys who were just like my own classmates: bright, energetic, warm, compassionate, funny, generous, fun, confident, affectionate and respectful to in me, the token traditionalist. The key speakers at the event were indicative of the reigning ideology. Miguel Diaz, Ambassador to the Vatican for the Obama administration was a theologian of liberation. I didn't approve of the political/partisan nature of the choice but I deferred because I have a sympathy and respect for liberation theology which is the hallmark of Maryknoll's  own Orbis Books. But the keynote was delivered by Eugene Kennedy, ex-Maryknoll priest, guru-psychologist, and my nemesis.

He taught us psychology from 1960-71, the very years of the Revolution. He became a rock star of "Spirit of Vatican II" Catholicism and one of the most influential purveyors of it. He was widely respected by the most students and adored by a faction, many of whom went on to emulate him as psychologists. I felt alone in my distaste and distrust of him. He delivered the keynote, in a wheel chair, still a brilliant wordsmith, drooling with contempt for traditional Catholicism. He blasphemed the Eucharist as "cookie worship." (I wanted to strangle him on the spot like what Judas Maccabeus did to the unfaithful Jews but that view would fare poorly in the "blue" NY judiciary!). I don't know that it bothered anyone else.  He was the rock star.

Progressive Catholicism is a distinctive new religion of non-evangelized (just do not know Jesus personally) Catholics that exploded as the old Church collapsed and that embraced the following premises of Cultural Liberalism:

- Separation of sexuality from fecundity: contraception.

- Deconstruction of gender: disgust for the male priesthood.

- Rejection of the tradition (past) as authoritative and a trusting orientation to future breakthroughs in science and human development.

- Overall a disbelief in or indifference to the supernatural (God, angels, devils, heaven and hell) in favor of the natural in a soft secularism, often agnostic rather than militantly atheistic.

- Rejection of the  efficacy of the sacramental system which becomes a kind of human celebration.

- Substitution of psychology/therapy for traditional prayer disciplines.

- Strong leaning to leftwing politics, a soft neo-Marxist critical theory path of liberation for the poor and oppressed.

This viewpoint is resurging under the papacy of Francis. 

Back to My Cohort, Maryknoll Alumni of Mid-20th Century, the Lost Generation

Back to this amazing, historically distinct cohort. They came of age in the robust Catholicism of a post-war America flush with confidence, having survived a Depression, defeated the dual tyrannies, and facing down a militant Communism as it reached out to heal a wounded Europe and assist the underdeveloped world. They exercised each other in a brotherhood of idealism and altruism in an age of cataclysmic change: Church renewal, civil rights, antiwar movement, and the Cultural Revolution. They were already self-selected by virtue of their internationalist interest, enthusiasm, confidence, determination, youthfulness, and elevated moral aspirations. They left the seminary or priesthood but retained the ethos and values of their young adulthood and sustained a comradarie through the following decades as they pursued successful careers, often in the helping professions, enjoyed happy marriages and raised wholesome, charming, confident, generous children.

Are they a lost generation? Yes and No! They lost the Catholic ethos of their childhood: respect for authority, tradition, the fertility of sexuality, the sacredness of gender, sacramental efficacy, the holy and the demonic, silence, worship and prayer. On the other hand, they never really received the core of the faith, the encounter with this Person, so they didn't have that to lose. In their actual lives they are exemplary: marital tenderness and fidelity, fierce paternity, passionate concern for the poor and suffering, a welcoming but critical attitude to other views. On the whole they are an admirable, noble and entirely wholesome cohort, exceptional in generosity, compassion, confidence and positive energy. They became leaders, in the best sense, in whatever arenas they participated. I am not afraid they are going to hell.

I worry more about their children; and even more about their grandchildren. Their "Spirit of Vatican II" progressivism inclines them to accommodate to the reigning liberal elite hegemony as they value what they see as best in it. But it also makes them vulnerable to the dark side of modernity as they have abandoned the boundaries and protections of traditional Catholicism. My peers themselves benefited, if unconsciously, from the wholesome post-war Catholic culture: family centered, generous, expansive, industrious, optimistic, and morally rigorous. But that world is gone and each generation, uprooted from Church and faith, is more vulnerable to the isolation, loneliness, fragmentation, political polarization, and deaths of despair in a decadent society. I don't grieve my friends, I grieve their grandchildren.

Conclusion

This cohort is now in their 70s and 80s and will soon be dying off. I have immense admiration and affection for them, the "Eugene Kennedy generation." I relish their gifts, energy, generosity, and charm. But I grieve the loss of Catholic roots and the failure to encounter Christ.  The irony:  At age 18 we were ready to give our lives to bring our Catholic faith to a suffering world. Within a decade we had discarded that Catholicism in favor of an enlightened liberalism. Sad that we ourselves had never heard, and never been grasped by the Gospel! 

Yes I am nostalgic for the 1950s. How could I not yearn, in this society of anger, anxiety, division and despair, for that seamless communion of family, parish, union, party and nation; for that privileged and prosperous expression of late Christendom; for that Camelot? But we can't dial ourselves back to that time as in Pleasantville or the Steford Wives. We can only move forward!

The genius of John Paul and Benedict in leading us out of the Council and into the third millennium is that they maintained continuity with all that is best in our Catholic traditions, without being stuck in a museum rigidity,  centered everything in Christ, but moved on to embrace all that is best in modernity: the primacy of freedom (always as oriented to truth), openness to dialogue, an unavoidable and wholesome diversity, an aversion to coercion, a preferential love for the poor and oppressed, the dignity of women, the fertile marriage of faith and reason, and the inviolable worth of every single human life.

My take-away from this reflection: to pray. To pray for my cohort and their children. To pray for Eugene Kennedy, who may be surprised to face heavy purgatory (a theme he never developed in his many writings) time and will have to repair for the toxic influence he had on his proteges. Pray for myself...and repent of my judgment, resentment and hatred against Kennedy. I will not receive Mercy if I don't grant it. May God have Mercy on Kennedy, myself, my friends, and our children!

Afterthought  By no means has our entire cohort followed this route like a homogenous herd. There is variety. But surely a majority, the critical mass of our "best and brightest," were swept along mimetically by the cultural wave of our youth and are now certifiable BLM-sympathizing, woman-priest-advocating, death-penalty-despising,  gun-controlling, contraception-approving, Trump-hating, global-warming-worrying, purgatory-doubting, abortion-approving, gay-liberating, immigrant-welcoming, Obama-loving, therapy-seeking, confession-avoiding, "woke" proteges of Eugene Kennedy. "Deplorables" they ain't! A small group has continued to practice the Catholic faith of our youth in a serene, continuous manner with minor adjustments without serious engagement in the Culture War on either side. Some are on the scale, somewhere in between the competing viewpoints. We have two married deacons: one leans more liberal the other more conservative. We have marvelous outliers, anomalies, exceptions. Steve, my dear friend, lost his faith in God in college but fiercely defends his Catholic legacy and passionately advocates a rightwing libertarianism in defiance of the group. John H., the undisputed leader of our class, unsurpassed in charism, charm and character, left leadership in the Society, founded his life solidly on practice of the 12-steps and fathered an extraordinary family of healing for the broken and addicted. Bob left the Catholic Church, received Christ as his Savior, and redirected the Catholic missionary passion of his childhood into Evangelical zeal; he grieves for the salvation of his classmates. Tim R, a successful lawyer, became a protege of John Paul and Benedict and thinks like me. The handful who became missionary priests are fascinating. Fr. John, loved and admired by us all, is theologian-emeritus and poster-boy for the lost generation. Scott, a gifted surgeon-doctor-missionary-priest, seems deeply rooted in the faith and yet open to liberation on many fronts. Fr. Larry, a delightful, insightful eccentric, avoids all group gatherings, curses like a sailor, has written his memoirs of his upbringing and  priestly work in an enchanting book entitled Misfit. He is a spiritual director deeply rooted in his faith, yet refreshingly creative and liberating. Fr. Jim is the one and only one who has spent his entire adult life doing what we all ambitioned 55 years ago: as a classic, missionary priest, in Korea and then China, announcing the Word and administering the sacraments. He is currently researching for the canonization of Bishop Walsh and Father Price. He is even more Catholic than me. . He wins the "outlier prize."


 


Sunday, November 22, 2020

My Rudy Giuliani Dream

 Last week Rudy Giuliani was all over TV, ranting and raving about widespread election fraud, dark hair dye dripping down his face, epitomizing the hysterical lunacy that has now gripped the political right almost as bad as it has, for four years, infantilized the left. That night I had this dream:

20 years of so , I hold an entry level job at an office where the boss is Rudy. I am desperately involved in a frustrating task of securing elastic bands around loose papers around a rock-type item...this is the kind of thing my Grandson Philip daily sends me, random objects gift-wrapped in paper with tons of tape. After much effort and annoyance I succeed, breath a sigh of relief, and look up to see that I am in a meeting run by Rudy. Silence. Rudy scowls at me menacingly and then asks, of his mafia-type partner to his right, rhetorically and slowly a la Brando in The Godfather: "Tell me something...why is it...that every time I say anything in the meeting...Matty there...(Notice the diminutive which is faintly affectionate as it diminishes me to a childlike stature)... is either looking out the window daydreaming or talking with his buddy or playing with that stupid contraption of his?" Silence. I am quiet, not anxious but aware I am in big trouble and silently I say to myself "Choose your words carefully." So calmly I say "You are right...I got distracted...I apologize for that." I feel a momentary confidence that I had answered correctly, neither too much nor too little. Silence. Then I see that my burly buddy to my left is laughing compulsively, hysterically, head down, trying futilly to control himself. I myself erupt involuntarily into spasms of laughter as I realize this is the worst thing I could do. Rudy turns to his friend and they discuss how to punish me, deciding that since I had plans to go out that night they would keep me working through the night. 

At that exact moment I awaken and I am shaking in my bed with laughter. I wonder if I am waking up my wife who is sleeping soundly. I keep laughing, with immense delight, as I creep slowly to the bathroom.

Interpretation The lunacy of our politics, on left and right, deserves just such a spontaneous, fulsome belly laugh with all its ecstasy of delight, transcendence and relief. 




Saturday, November 21, 2020

State of Life, the Strange Case of Adrienne von Speyr, and Other Anomalies

 One of many things that sets Hans Urs von Balthasar aside in 20th century Catholic theology is his clarity and focus on "state in life": the notion that one's original baptismal communion with Christ normally urges the giving away of one's life to Christ, concretely, in one of two vows: marriage or the evangelical life. Clearly, this simple, stable binary model structures classic Catholic culture and undergirds the stability of family, Church and society. Awareness of these two vocations distinguishes Catholic culture. But, in real life, there are so many exceptions and anomalies: it seems that the norm is exceptional and exceptions are the rule.

None are as strange as the case of his intimate collaborator mystic Adrienne von Speyr. She was married twice, suffered three miscarriages in the first marriage, and raised no children. Her second marriage was "Josephite": it was continent and unconsummated by sexual intercourse. During that marriage she established an extraordinary spiritual relationship with Fr. Balthasar who was her confessor, instructor and spiritual director even as she had an immense influence, by way of mysticism, on him. For twelve years the priest lived with her and her husband. He had been directed by St. Ignatius of Loyola, through immediate communication with Adrienne, to leave the Jesuits to work with her in formation of a new community.  For much of that time he was separated from the order but not incardinated into any diocese. He was an uprooted, free-wheeling, maverick priest from 1950-6, a highly unusual position at that time  for a priest otherwise in good standing with the Church. Von Speyr and Balthasar, certainly chaste physically and emotionally, developed a degree of spiritual intimacy unprecedented in the Church: far more profound and comprehensive than classic relationships like Francis/Clare or Vincent/Louise.  He relates that her physical virginity...yes biological, not moral or spiritual virginity...was restored to her. For one who experiences bi-location, the stigmata, the descent of Christ into hell, clear and continuous communication from heaven, and myriad of miracles, the physical restoration of virginity is small change. But, the question arises: Why? Why this restoration? Clearly it is a graphic image of Mary's virginity/maternity, but still: Why? This is an extremely puzzling case: she is married twice, conceived three times, is restored to virginity, and enters into a mystical-conjugal relationship with her confessor in giving birth (maternity) to a new community in the Church. Her actual, sacramental marriages seem entirely subordinate to her alleged virginity, spiritual and physical, and her relationship with the ex-Jesuit and  mothering of a new community. 

Rose Hawthorne is another challenging, provocative case. Recently Patricia Snow mounted a detailed, passionate defense in First Things of her leaving  husband to pursue her service of dying cancer patients. On the surface it seems a clear case of abandonment of her marriage for a work of service: a violation of the standard binary vow mode, loyalty to spouse is always primary. It doesn't help that her husband seems not to have happily consented to the decision  and that he suffered sickness and died sadly in her absence.

Our tradition is full of those, especially women, who combine both states of life but usually in sequence: they marry, raise children, become widows, and dedicate themselves to the evangelical life of chastity and service. In these there is no confusion of vows. Another tradition, unknown in our world, is for the couple to freely separate to pursue the evangelical life, before or after having children. This is strange to the modern sensibility but suggests that a deeper Catholic sense would hold less strictly to the binary paradigm.

Consider also the many martyrs who have abandoned spouse and offspring to give their lives in witness to Truth: Thomas Moore, Franz Jagerstatter, the martyr mother of seven sons in Maccabees, and countless others. The insistence of priest and bishop to Franz that his death violated his marriage vow resonates with our own common sense and suggests that the real Catholic doctrine is more profound, nuanced, complex and mysterious. Consider even the Apostles, the very source of our faith, who were (excepting John) married and apparently abandoned their families to preach the gospel.

Dorothy Day, now up for sainthood, is a favorite anomaly. Never vowed to spouse or religion, she nevertheless had a series of flaming romances, an abortion, a child out of wedlock, remained loyal to her daughter and grandchildren, as she lived a celibate life of poverty and exceptional service to the poor. Later she retained a residual-spousal friendship with her lover and father of her child as they both remained faithful to the offspring of their love. Her life weaves together in a unique and splendid tapestry aspects of virginal, spousal and maternal love.

I am currently reading a biography of John F Kennedy and I marvel at the reckless infidelity of patriarch Joseph (and his offspring) that somehow co-existed with a fierce fatherly love, strong family loyalty and an apparent mutuality in acceptance between Joe and Rose. This is not to accept the adultery, but to acknowledge complexity and the co-existence of sin and grace, weeds and wheat, to an exceptional degree in this family.

Currently, my favored spiritual mentors are Brennan Manning and Heather King. Brennan was a vowed religious and ordained priest but renounced both to marry, invalidly, and then divorce later. He lived and died in his addiction to alcohol. But to the end he proclaimed the gospel truth that possessed him: "God loves you as you are, not as you ought to be." This eternal, invincible truth prevailed even in the face of his intractable compulsions. Heather was a wildly promiscuous drunk who had three abortions. She got sober; married and then divorced; became red-blood, hard-core Catholic, madly in love with her Eucharistic Christ. She is a free spirit, wholly unjudgmental, who loves everyone...perverts, misfits, psychos, criminals...with the extravagance and recklessness of her Lord. In terms of their vows, they are wrecks; and yet, each in eccentric, serendipitous ways radiate fidelity, purity, consistency.

It appears that in the drama of actual life, the mysteries of virginity, fidelity, conjugality, and fecundity  weave themselves in splendid, serendipitous, eccentric and miraculous ways that cannot be accounted for by a simple binary model.  

In this strange world of today we have: second marriages, invalid in the eyes of the Church, which are fruitful, faithful, and resonate with love even as there is charity between the broken families; large numbers of vowed and ordained who have left that state in life, married or single, and live holy, wholesome lives, even as the sacramental seal and residual vow surely characterizes their lives; so many cohabitating without marriage and yet are faithful, loving and often fruitful. Again the norm (faithful marriage or religious life) has become exceptional and the exceptions are normal and  while "objectively objectionable" seem  in real life to be fertile soil for grace, tenderness and faithfulness.

Many who are happily married struggle with the tension between marriage/family and work. Dorothy Day's life (as shown in the touching  biography by granddaughter Kate Hennessey) suffered this. Many men, in my view, are constitutionally bigamous in their divided loyalties to work/vocation/mission/avocation and wife/family. More normally the woman spontaneously prioritizes family/marriage, for the benefit of all. But not in all cases. My own reality is that my work with the poor has been blessed as a direct fruit of my marriage and specifically my wife's generous endurance of frustration and inattention as I blissfully pursue what comes naturally and painlessly to me. The quiet consensus in the family is that she is heroic and saintly and I am the most annoying of husbands.

The contrasting vows...marriage and the evangelical life...remain the dual pillars of Catholic life. Yet actual life shows a dazzling symphony of variations as virginity and purity, fidelity and conjugality, fecundity and heroism spring forth serendipitously in thrilling, unexpected flowerings, often in the strangest circumstances.

Wednesday, November 18, 2020

The Joy of My No-Vote

 I enjoyed a distinctive elation throughout this ugly election because of my "No-Vote."

First of all, I distanced myself from the competing systemic evils: the truth-denying, person-disrespecting, narcissistic, polarizing, incompetent moral degenerate on the one side; and the embryo-murdering, liberty-denying, sexuality-desecrating, "woke" totalitarianism on the other side.

Secondly, I was removed from the rancor, anger, indignation, anxiety, and self-righteousness of both sides.

Thirdly, from this position of liberty and transcendence I have been able to fervently embrace all that is good and true on both sides: I celebrate Justice Amy, the protection of innocent life, religious liberty, the nature of marriage and family, and resistance to the "PC" hegemony. With the other side I renounce the self-centered idiocy as I share concern for immigrants, health care, global warming, and an adequate safety net. 

Fourthly, building on the prior point, I experience within my own heart and intellect a principle of unity: while I renounce the blatant evil of both sides, I embrace the pronounced good of both sides. Subjectively I emphasize the positive so that I feel a unity with both sides. I myself am unified in the good; and with all those who share that good.

Fifthly, I am delighted with the election results:

First and foremost: Our Supreme Court is solid. We are finally rid of the Tyrannical,  Imperial Court that has dictatorially imposed on us, without democratic agreement, a series of catastrophes. The modesty of Justice Amy and her colleagues will prevail and we can fight the Culture War fairly, in elections. This eventful development cannot be overstated.

We are rid of the nutcase.

There was no blue wave as the Senate probably remains Red and the Democrats lost some in the House. I view this election as a win/win for my viewpoint: both enemies were defeated. Trump lost. But given the pandemic, the economy and his lunacy, there should have been a huge blue wave. Clearly the electorate rejected both Trump and the progressives. It is as if the two neighborhood bullies bloodied each other so much that they will not be able to bother the rest of us for quite a while. Harmless, nice-guy Joe is in place and he is firmly restrained by the Senate and a prudent Supreme Court.

I am very proud of my family and friends who "could not vote for either." Some did a write in or voted for the Catholic-inspired American Solidarity Party. In my immediate family nine out of fifteen took this position; we had two Trump votes and possibly as much as four votes for Biden. In my own extended family I suspect as much as fifty out of eighty voted Biden, with the remainder split between no-vote and Trump. 

I am more sympathetic to the Trump vote. The most puzzling political reality of my adult life: the continued Catholic support for the Party of Death, now that we are 50 years into the Culture War. Most of my family, intelligent-decent-devout Catholics, have never voted for a politician who didn't support legal abortion and all the grotesqueries that come with it. St. Paul marveled that his people, the Jews, rejected Christ. I marvel that my people, Catholics, have (at almost exactly 50 percent) collaborated with the betrayal of our Catholic values for now half a century. These are well-intended, informed people. As in Romans,  there is mysterious cloud of ignorance that has descended. It seems to be invincible. It is more than tribal hatred of the perceived greed, arrogance and power of the rich Republicans. It has deeper, diabolic roots. We are not dealing here with flesh and blood only, but with the principalities and powers. Voting, argument, advocacy and activism all have their proper place; but in face of the darkness, the depravity that have descended, they avail little or nothing. What will prevail? Prayer, holiness of life, witness to truth, chastity and fidelity, and love...love of the sinner, love of the enemy, love of the poor and suffering, and love of the Holy Trinity.

Tuesday, November 17, 2020

Why the Church Sleeps: Francis is to John Paul what Chamberlain was to Churchill

 Why England Slept (1940), the senior thesis of John F. Kennedy at Harvard, an immediate best-seller, was an amazing accomplishment for a 22 year old. His father Joseph, then US Ambassador to England, was a militant isolationist, a supporter of Chamberlain's appeasement, a despiser of Churchill. He preferred a Europe under Hitler to a war with him. In the summer of 1938 as a rising senior John travelled Europe, speaking with politicians, diplomats, taxi-drivers, hitchhikers and every one he could. He decided his father was wrong about Hitler. He returned to Harvard, devoured all available literature  including diplomatic documents not available to anyone else. He produced a historic document. He went from there to become a war hero in the Pacific. His courage and stamina, even as he was very sickly, were admired by all who served with him. He became a voice entirely contradictory of his own  father: for a generous, expansive even militant American internationalism. Later he became a fierce Cold Warrior, facing down Russian Communism with steadiness, confidence, intelligence. and resolution. He was not a perfect man. But he (along with Martin Luther King and maybe Ceasar Chavez) stands as an icon of the nobility of the USA at mid-20th-century. USA was not then, is not now, a perfect country. But it victoriously defended human liberty and dignity against the Japanese, Nazi and Communist totalitarianisms. 

On the global scene they stand beside Churchill and DeGaulle but all of them are surpassed by another figure: John Paul II as a youth faced Nazism, as a bishop Communism, and as a pope Cultural Liberalism. He is the essential 20th century icon of human freedom and dignity. He is the quintessential Culture Warrior. 

JFK's thesis describes the urgent longing for peace and disarmament that gripped England (and the United States as well) after WWI. That passivity, naivete and pollyannish optimism enabled Hitler's armament and led to Munich. Churchill, by sharpest contrast, represents the heroic, militant response to tyranny that eventually engaged FDR, JFK and that entire generation. 

In the 1960 election, JFK rivalled Nixon as a Cold Warrior. He was fierce, confident and determined to defeat the imperialist Soviet Union. Later, Ronald Regan carried that torch and Russian communism collapsed of its own weight under the pressure of a militant USA and a morally heroic Pope. 

The contrast between the isolationism of Chamberlain (and Joe Kennedy, Charles Lindberg and most of England and the USA) and the defiance of Churchill (young JFK and his generation, our fathers, the Great Generation) finds an analogy in today's Church and world. The two fiercest enemies of human dignity and liberty today are: Western Cultural Liberalism and Chinese Communism. Pope Francis is alive with the spirit of Munich as he strives to accommodate to sexual liberation and to Red China. He defers to fashionable European liberalism and to the Communist Chinese government in vain hope that they will be won over to his good-will. He offers no resistance to the degradation of human dignity advancing rapidly in the West and in China. He channels his energy against the death penalty and global warming but stands by passively in the face of the more massive and blatant violations of human life and freedom.

Contrast John Paul: heroically he resisted Hitler, then Stalin, and then the desecration of sexuality, innocent life, marriage and human dignity. 

Well: the Culture War continues. It shows no sign of abating. We Catholics have a simple choice before us: follow Francis or follow John Paul.